I want what I deserve and I deserve more than I have. You say I can't have what I want due to our individual circumstances. But this is only true in part. Your situation is available as has been told to you, however, you are choosing to believe and hold out hope for that to change to your deep desire (not me). My situation is that I am willing to fight for what I want including making any and all changes needed in order to get what I want. With that said, I will not continue, nor ever again allow myself to be the only one to fight and/or make changes to reach the ultimate goal. I will never again feed a one sided situation. I will let it wither and die behind my back as I continue to move forward. I will no longer be set aside until someone wants to get theirs just to set me aside again. I am more important that sex. I am better than satisfying a physical need for another while I walk away just as empty as when I arrived. I will no longer have my deepest emotions bared and ex...